June 12
THE WORM
Because there is never enough punishment for those who inflict hurt, I punish myself. Only I can tell if the depth of the pain is a match; only I can judge when enough is enough. This is the turn of the drunken worm who lives in my brain. The belief that what began in pain must end there, too. Even now in recovery, I persist in hurting myself a thousand tiny ways. setting trap after trap to catch the perpetrators, I make my heart a mine field, a place unfit for me to live. I must sober the worm and let myself off the hook.
Dip intentions into action and let them firm up.
Friday, June 12, 2009
The Worm
Labels:
12 step recovery,
Affirmation,
Alcoholics Anonymous,
Feelings,
Forgiveness,
history,
Hope,
Humor,
hurt,
Wisdom
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