June 11
BOTTLE THE ACID
My sponsor said to bottle the acid and so I did. I sat back in smug reflection until the plumbing backed up. I grabbed the fast solution and poured it down the drain. My sponsor smiled as I learned the baser things will eat my life away, too. I can never just decant power and expect it to sweep clean the clogged pathways in my recovery. Sloshing caustic medicine into open orifices brought me here. I long for the ease of a liquid resolution. In the end, I must clean the pipes myself. The traps are simpler to cleanse the less I’ve lied. Telling myself I don’t have to get my hands or heart dirty is the biggest lie of all.
Eat lunch with relish.
Thursday, June 11, 2009
Bottle The Acid
Labels:
12 step recovery,
Acid,
Affirmation,
Alcoholics Anonymous,
DrainO,
history,
Hope,
Humor,
Plumbing,
Wisdom
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