Wednesday, December 10, 2014
Electric Connections
Wednesday, November 27, 2013
Five Fingers that Gobble
I step into a room and take its currency.
Is the flow good, steady, the pulse even and strong?
Where are the power brokers
And are they sharing the time
Or using their magnetic personalities
To draw the current off others.
I check the complement of resisters.
Examine their stripes and access the possibilities.
I pump energy when I can and take when it is available.
I keep in mind we are all transformers
And change is possible for everyone
As long as we make the connections.
Sunday, November 17, 2013
Induction
Waiting for snow-
Waiting for cold fingers, slick roads
Warm beds, reading by firelight.
Waiting for proof of lack of control.
Waiting itself proves lack of control.
I can dance the snow dance
And refuse to buy new shovels.
Hang out laundry,
Put out all manner of storm tempters.
Still I cannot force the hand of nature
I must sit with my crystalline optimism
And endure these cloudless skies.
There will be snow
It will fall somewhere
But I mustn’t grow over anxious
Cause it may never snow in
Monday, December 10, 2012
Electric Connections
Sunday, November 27, 2011
Five Fingers that Gobble
November 27
FIVE FINGERS THAT GOBBLE
It only takes five crayons to turn a tracing of my hand into a turkey and it only takes a few things to change my drunken life into my sober life. Looking back I am amazed how little it has actually taken to transform my life. My drunkenness looks about as much like my sobriety as my hand looks like a turkey but the transformation has taken place. The red, the yellow, the brown, the meetings, the steps, the sponsor, these basics are the bulk. Sometimes it’s the small extras that help push this work of art into the realm of believability. Accents of green, up and down the fingers, or a few bonus phone calls to women outside my network. Anything can be the thing that kicks it over into a plausible and convincing reality. I can never be more than I am, a drunk is always a drunk and a hand is still just a hand, but within each of these things are unimagined possibilities waiting to be explored. Michelangelo believed that sculptures lurked in chunks of stone. I have come to see that a sober woman prowled inside this drunk and every Thanksgiving my hand yearns to put on feathers once again.
Read your own palm
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ELECTRIC CONNECTIONS
I step into a room and take its currency.
Is the flow good, steady, the pulse even and strong?
Where are the power brokers
And are they sharing the time
Or using their magnetic personalities
To draw the current off others.
I check the complement of resisters.
Examine their stripes and access the possibilities.
I pump energy when I can and take when it is available.
I keep in mind we are all transformers
And change is possible for everyone
As long as we make the connections.
