February 27
BELIEVE
Listening to what people say is a half waste of time;
believing it is a full waste of time.
Truth wills out in behavior. No
matter what is said, what is done is the real deal. What is done over time is the final test and
the things which are repeated, resounding from one generation to the next, are
to be counted on. Believing in told
truths is a snare and delusion, the trap of all traps.
If your sponsor has a sponsor you may sleep at night. If your sponsor works with that sponsor you
can sleep soundly. Doing the right
things, doing them over and over again, doing them with others, your group,
your friends, your sponsees, will make you believable. I can think of nothing else that will.
Tickle your age
and laugh with it.
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The Resentment of an Acorn
Because no one believed
that I was a giant oak inside,
I had to prove it and drop my little cap
and leave my shell behind.
Now I stand big and tall,
alone, board feet to the sky.
I have lost my portability in my quest
for the recognition of my potential.
My amazing growth painful due to its cause;
poor mental health is a bitter road to achievement.
As I stand head and shoulders
above the undulating canopy
reflection comes on a sweet breeze.
Am I sorry I’m here, it could have been worse,
could have been eaten by a squirrel
or glued endlessly to a third-grade art project
“my walk through the woods”
Bugs could have gotten me,
though that looms even now.
I could have disintegrated, lost my power and integrity.
Whatever the driver I am appreciative of the destination,
there were many darker roads on that map.
It’s good to be here.
I
It’s good to be anywhere sober.
You are reading selections from Sober on the Way to Sane
and More Lines From My Life by Sherrie Theriault
