"This will be easy." Says my sponsor.
"Oh yes, simplicity itself I'm sure." I respond
"I've participated in these plans before."
"We get good results." She retorts
I love how you pick goals.
They seem like intellectual straight lines
And turn into roller coasters.
You do it with an open face, not a modicum of guilt.
Why should I feel guilty?
You keep getting better.
I keep staying sober.
What is there to feel bad about?
The guileless look on your face,
I fall for it every time but no more,
I know you're cunning.
You know this will be hard.
I remember when we worked on Honesty.
What could be simpler?
Or Hope, how sweet a concept.
Or the thirty rounds on the floor with Setting Limits.
I've begun to realize you're like,
The bean seller that Jack met.
You say they are magic beans
And I believe you.
You say they'll grow to the sky
I know they will
And I will climb them
Just don't tell me it will be easy
