Friday, December 26, 2014
Heart Handed
Monday, August 4, 2014
Access
Sunday, August 3, 2014
Sharing
Tuesday, July 22, 2014
Hold the Line
Monday, December 16, 2013
Peter and I
Relapse is not required - said my sponsor
Though at some meetings they make it seem appealing
All that ‘prodigal drunk’ treatment.
Well so far I’m living in the blessing
Of being convinced the first time- I told her
Plus what could possibly be out there
That’s better than what’s in here?
That is the point
There is so much out there that is faster and bigger
More dramatic and extreme
But I sure have never see anything better.
She patted my head and I grinned
Since I am winning the first time
Why would I want to lose?
I add just to overstate her point.
This is the perfect place for those who want it
And all the rest get drunk
But drinking is not required
Any more than Santa has to come on Christmas.
Friday, December 13, 2013
What I Give You
I pick up the pen in my heart hand
And the blood of my soul pours onto the page.
The words coalesce and clot into binding phrases
Sealed deals with my spirits punctuation.
Some days it is hard for my mind to keep up.
The current is swift and deeper than I expect.
The pulse of energy is amazing even to the mind it feeds
.
Like clouds racing the sky this power
Brings shade to some and rain to others.
The reaction of the moistened varies.
Some pull up hoods and scurry away
Others with up turned faces form a friendship with me.
At the level of electrons, we have a molecular bonding.
We are forever changed because I have picked up the pen
And they have picked up the page.
Thursday, July 25, 2013
Dear G-d
Wednesday, July 24, 2013
Speak!
Tuesday, June 4, 2013
Head Wringing
Wednesday, December 26, 2012
Heart Handed
Sunday, November 18, 2012
Mail Fraud
Saturday, August 4, 2012
Access
Sunday, July 22, 2012
Hold the Line
Monday, July 25, 2011
Dear G-d
July 25
Dear G-d
I need help. I need help availing myself of the help you have provided me. I am embarrassed to lack the ability to complete all the steps necessary for achieving the goals you have set before me. I see now that it is always my turn with you and I can stop standing aside believing that I have had your attention and must now do without. I do not want to ask for more; I don’t want to seem greedy. I forget that you know my heart and that you trust me. I am going to make that a two-way street, maybe a four-lane highway. I need help, thank you for being help full.
Love,
Sherrie
The obvious is sometimes invisible
*
ACCESS
Writing to you my Sweet,
Allows me to give what I have available
At the moment it comes into my possession.
You reading lets you invite me in,
When you are ready or willing
Possibly both.
I can store succulent treasure for you
Without the least consideration of
Freezer burn or apathy.
You are here when I want you,
Yearning and prepared
I am yours for the taking
In the classroom, the bedroom
Or even in your bath
I can whisper or shout to you.
I can rant or tell jokes to you
You can embrace or ignore me
Introduce me to your friends
Or keep me your own personal province.
We are intimates
Because I bare my soul to you
And you take me into yours.
Sunday, July 24, 2011
Speak!
July 24
Speak!
Are there songs a bird must not sing while communing with the flock? Do fish learn to restrain their expressions while schooling? Or are we the only animal versed in the language of taboo? I wonder when I hear the cows lowing in the night are they giving whispered voice to things they longed to moo about all day. I know what to keep inside, things too flamboyant for out of doors. I understand to keep body and soul together I must keep down and hush, but when I complain to my pup does she comprehend or is it just blah, blah, blah; in her world of speak maybe it is like it is?
If your pallet is limited broaden your ideas
*
SHARING
Please take a bite of my PB&J,
I made it myself, it is fine as it is
I slathered the bread and cut it neatly
Still I can’t help but want to offer some to you.
I know to stand and smile next to you
Watch you lick the peanut butter from the roof of your mouth
Have you dab jelly from the corner of my lips
Will make this sandwich even better.
You bring so much to this meal
Something bright and clever --you bring you.
I can pull things together and set it all up
But somehow my creation is never quite complete
Until I share it with you.
Friday, July 22, 2011
The Landscape of Words
July 22
The Landscape of Words
Paint takes time to dry; I work with words. I say azure and you are there with me, even if I am far from this mortal coil, my pigments stay fresh as long as you know blue, as long as you can hear me, read me, see me. I paint 6X8 cell and we are imprisoned together, trapped, til I tell you of the key I slipped into your shoe. I love the flow of watercolor, adore the mushy paste of oil, but nothing beats the world we paint and repaint here on this page.
Explain why frogs don’t have wings
*
GAME PLAYING
My Higher Power doesn’t play me like a board game.
Doesn’t monopolize my time or put me in jeopardy.
My trouble is my own.
I pursue trivia at my discretion.
I take or reject risk at will.
I scrabble my thoughts and am sorry when I make mistakes
.
But don’t expect to live in a candy land.
When I stick my hand in a mouse trap
Or fall down shoots and need to climb up ladders.
I know the game may not be over
But it is far too late to play let’s make a deal.
Thursday, December 16, 2010
Peter and I
December 16
Peter and I
This flight is not filled with the giggling cherubs of my westerly flight, but among the solemn children on this flight is Peter, the oldest of four, who is reading Tolkien and marking his place with a two page wish list. Christmas is coming and Peter seems confident. I wonder if we are what we read and ponder if I am what I write. Poetry, stories, novels, declarations, it all feels like arms and legs, things I cannot move right without. I live better when they are out and free. I am free too, when they live on their own and I am not their soul residence. I have to rededicate myself to the work entrusted to me for so many lives depend upon it.
Treat a book to a day out
*
RELAPSE IS NOT REQUIRED
Relapse is not required - said my sponsor
Though at some meetings they make it seem appealing
All that prodigal drunk treatment.
Well so far I’m living in the blessing
Of being convinced the first time- I told her
Plus what could possibly be out there
That’s better than what’s in here?
That is the point
There is so much out there that is faster and bigger
More dramatic and extreme
But I sure have never see anything better.
She patted my head and I grinned
Since I am winning the first time
Why would I want to lose?
I add just to overstate her point.
This is the perfect place for those who want it
And all the rest get drunk
But drinking is not required
Any more than Santa has to come on Christmas.
Sunday, July 25, 2010
Dear G-d
July 25
Dear G-d
I need help. I need help availing myself of the help you have provided me. I am embarrassed to lack the ability to complete all the steps necessary for achieving the goals you have set before me. I see now that it is always my turn with you and I can stop standing aside believing that I have had your attention and must now do without. I do not want to ask for more; I don’t want to seem greedy. I forget that you know my heart and that you trust me. I am going to make that a two-way street, maybe a four-lane highway. I need help, thank you for being help full.
Love,
Sherrie
The obvious is sometimes invisible
*
ACCESS
Writing to you my Sweet,
Allows me to give what I have available
At the moment it comes into my possession.
You reading lets you invite me in,
When you are ready or willing
Possibly both.
I can store succulent treasure for you
Without the least consideration of
Freezer burn or apathy.
You are here when I want you,
Yearning and prepared
I am yours for the taking
In the classroom, the bedroom
Or even in your bath
I can whisper or shout to you.
I can rant or tell jokes to you
You can embrace or ignore me
Introduce me to your friends
Or keep me your own personal province.
We are intimates
Because I bare my soul to you
And you take me into yours.
Thursday, July 22, 2010
The Landscape of Words
July 22
The Landscape of Words
Paint takes time to dry; I work with words. I say azure and you are there with me, even if I am far from this mortal coil, my pigments stay fresh as long as you know blue, as long as you can hear me, read me, see me. I paint 6X8 cell and we are imprisoned together, trapped, til I tell you of the key I slipped into your shoe. I love the flow of watercolor, adore the mushy paste of oil, but nothing beats the world we paint and repaint here on this page.
Explain why frogs don’t have wings
*
GAME PLAYING
My Higher Power doesn’t play me like a board game.
Doesn’t monopolize my time or put me in jeopardy.
My trouble is my own.
I pursue trivia at my discretion.
I take or reject risk at will.
I scrabble my thoughts and am sorry when I make mistakes
.
But don’t expect to live in a candy land.
When I stick my hand in a mouse trap
Or fall down shoots and need to climb up ladders.
I know the game may not be over
But it is far too late to play let’s make a deal.
Sunday, August 30, 2009
The Call
THE CALL
Within the sound of your voice
I sing
In the beat of your heart
I heal
I feel in your touch
And dance when your toe starts to tap
I see myself in your beauty
I warm inside your embrace
Your thoughts are my inspiration
Your lungs breathe me in and blow me out
I soar in your flight
And dream in your waking
I ring in your ears
Fall with your tears
I’m lost in you
Found in you
Travel and lounge in you
I share all your rantings
And hide in your secrets
You hear and caress me
My darling
You know who I am
Return to an old joy for a visit.
